Because my last blogger entry went into the void of Cyberspace -I'll be a total bitch and unleash the uncensored version of this.
1 - He inspires me to try to act more womanly and thus accept my current female condition.
2 - Thanks to him, I understand why fruit flavoured condoms - or textured for that matter - were invented
3 - He is way to busy with his life to acknowledge my existence, thus I can happily fantasize over him without any guilt trip
4 - He looks like a doll - and I have a thing for dolls
5 - His fans can put him and his "career launching" role into the most delightfully entertaining fan art contexts - including homosexual, submission, bondage, neko (cat-man) and a couple others which totally electrify one's imagination
6 - I wouldn't giggle like a high school girl if he walked naked in front of me - I think that I would take his masculinity into a serious and natural context
7 - Oddly enough, I don't feel shy or bad or unease at the doggy style perspective - which I normally despise
8 - He passed the "sleeping test" with an A+
9 - Never met a man i want to kiss as bad as i am dying to try him
10 - What he inspired me and still does is just insanely strong! Like I said it in previous blogs, this guy is a fucking 40 meter high Rogue Wave
11 - Once I accepted all of the above, I'm serene and I actually don't regret nothing nor feel bad. Refer back to number 3 for this.
12 - He is the first man that actually inspired me an interest in his dick. Which is quite impressive.
13 - I am re-discovering things i have buried so deep inside of me, I had forgotten it was things I liked and was curious about
14 - When I think of sex fantasies with him, I'm not randomly pulled out by thoughts of women being abused or sold and sex being a negative thing - which is among the reasons why I quit on it; my choice to say to, in the name of all the women who can't.
15 - Depending on my hormonal rages - i can be either a female or a male with him and both feel very natural and normal. Other men are so straight and stuck in that figure - they are impossible to be imagined with another male figure, which cuts half the fun away.
16 - (reason posted on facebook - something along the lines of Tom waking me up like the Prince would wake up Briar Rose in Anne Rice's version of the Sleeping Beauty tale - which i have not read and won't before some time yet)
17 - I love this man and yet I avoid him. Haven't seen the movie Thor - where I discovered him - more than 5 times - which is an epic low, considering I can watch a fave movie non stop during minimum 3 months or more, all day long - all week long! Haven't seen Avengers yet - not sure I want to ... Haven't seen Hollow Crown and have no intention of seeing it before some time too. Have seen the Deep Blue Sea once and deleted the movie file. Haven't seen any other movie or series in which he appears. Normally I would hunt them down and run them until i puke. Only downloaded him reading poetry and that novel - The Red Necklace and some exhibition thing he did for the museum about the Egyptians. Been avoiding Twitter, Tumblr.
18 - He is the first man who inspired me the uncontrollable urge to run away to a far remote deserted location with no human communication devices available or working so I would get him out of my brain and heart.
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Saturday, August 11, 2012
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
Potential Idea for Morvan's ending
I had this scene in my head a couple months back - I shared it with Cyndie.
My character is sitting on the bathtub's edge, she is bleeding. She just came out of the shower, but the water still runs. Her third son - Norman - storms in, not knowing his mother was there; he is shocked seeing her like that and is worried by the blood. Norman throws a towel on her shoulders and wraps her. She lets him do.He sits on the floor to face her, looking up at her.
At first he thinks she is having a miscarriage - even if the family hadn't planned new kids. (Sybille, 19, Philippe 17, Norman 15)
She whispers that it's not a miscarriage. Her tubes were ligated after Norman's birth.
Norman is shocked - he doesn't want to admit the other alternative. Henri is not aware of it yet. Although Ellie had been randomly bleeding on and off, it's neither her menopause nor last remaining cycles and she had managed to hide it from her husband. They have a pact between them, that Henri is forbidden to die out in the sea - which is his field - and she feels odd that she is the one ready to die, here in her field, home by her own femininity. Norman swears to keep the secret until she has confirmation by her doctor.
Last few chapters : she is in the hospital, dies.
The grieving, the mourning. Her ghost remains on earth to watch over her family for 3 months - until things settle down.
Philippe's daughter - by his Japanese wife - can see Ellie's soul / ghost. She informs the family, but does not disturb the process of life and doesn't play messenger between Ellie and her family. They need to open their hearts to her in order to hear her last recommendations.
Ellie's last actions as a ghost.
Assist Sybille and her fiancé Jacques on their own walk on the Camino de Santiago, since she always wanted to do it herself.
Give confidence to Philippe to be a theatre actor.
Save Henri from a rogue wave that would have killed him.
"Remember your promise to me. You cannot die in the sea. She won't have my man."
All the family members will see her one last time during the day they most need her.
My character is sitting on the bathtub's edge, she is bleeding. She just came out of the shower, but the water still runs. Her third son - Norman - storms in, not knowing his mother was there; he is shocked seeing her like that and is worried by the blood. Norman throws a towel on her shoulders and wraps her. She lets him do.He sits on the floor to face her, looking up at her.
At first he thinks she is having a miscarriage - even if the family hadn't planned new kids. (Sybille, 19, Philippe 17, Norman 15)
She whispers that it's not a miscarriage. Her tubes were ligated after Norman's birth.
Norman is shocked - he doesn't want to admit the other alternative. Henri is not aware of it yet. Although Ellie had been randomly bleeding on and off, it's neither her menopause nor last remaining cycles and she had managed to hide it from her husband. They have a pact between them, that Henri is forbidden to die out in the sea - which is his field - and she feels odd that she is the one ready to die, here in her field, home by her own femininity. Norman swears to keep the secret until she has confirmation by her doctor.
Last few chapters : she is in the hospital, dies.
The grieving, the mourning. Her ghost remains on earth to watch over her family for 3 months - until things settle down.
Philippe's daughter - by his Japanese wife - can see Ellie's soul / ghost. She informs the family, but does not disturb the process of life and doesn't play messenger between Ellie and her family. They need to open their hearts to her in order to hear her last recommendations.
Ellie's last actions as a ghost.
Assist Sybille and her fiancé Jacques on their own walk on the Camino de Santiago, since she always wanted to do it herself.
Give confidence to Philippe to be a theatre actor.
Save Henri from a rogue wave that would have killed him.
"Remember your promise to me. You cannot die in the sea. She won't have my man."
All the family members will see her one last time during the day they most need her.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Small list of movies/roles in which I would love to see Tom
Hamlet -
While sticking close the original Shakespearean masterpiece, maybe adding a shade darker of torment and sorrow under the hand of director Chris Nolan, brilliantly interpreted by the refreshing new comer on the international movie scene, Mr. Tom Hiddleston, who will bring that ray of light the movie would profit in this new interpretation of an old classic.
Note of Reference : Hamblet by Kenneth Branagh http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0116477/
Tristan -
Romantically passionate, violently energetic, a battle for the heart of a woman the hero cannot have, having sworn an oath to his uncle, king of Brittany, Tristan struggles against his own burning passions for Queen Isolde, while being morally tied to his Uncle. Is it really the work of some herbs mixed in the vine they consumed on the boat, or is it the work of their own hidden tragic and yet so unspeakably powerful attraction to each other ? Tristan loves, is hurt, is exiled, is banished. He finds another woman whom he is not able to love and take, being always and for ever attached to his one true beloved Isolde. Tragic love, tragic life, tragic death.
Note of reference : http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/2264003790/ref=wms_ohs_product
Duc de Nemours -
From the french novel La Princesse de Clèves, the Young Duke of Nemours, originally promised to the Princess of England falls madly in love with the Princess of Clèves on her wedding day, without really knowing who she is, meeting her for the first time of his life. The feelings that bloom in his heart, mixed with the clear knowledge of the impossibility of their love story, the young Duke lives half in reality, half in a wonderful dream where he can hold his beloved lady in his arms. The Princess' Uncle, Chartrand, getting mixed in a bad scandal, asks his good friend the Duke to temporarily take the blame, and this one now finds himself in a very dangerously complicated situation where he has to publicly distant himself from the scandalous love letter, while also making it clear to the Princess, that he is not the object of the adoration mentioned in the said letter.
Note of reference : http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0054208/
Chevalier Des Grieux
Young, educated and literate, charming, and sadly innocent to the charms and dangers of the world, the Chevalier des Grieux meets and instantly falls in love with a young woman on the day her older brother takes her to the Convent. It is love at first sight, in such a violently indescribable way, the Chevalier does not know how to cope with all the storming feelings and desires in his heart and mind, but knows for fact that he could not live without Manon. Follows a deeply passionate cohabitation mixed with questionable choices which will lead the young heroes to a tragic destiny.
Note of reference : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manon_Lescaut
While sticking close the original Shakespearean masterpiece, maybe adding a shade darker of torment and sorrow under the hand of director Chris Nolan, brilliantly interpreted by the refreshing new comer on the international movie scene, Mr. Tom Hiddleston, who will bring that ray of light the movie would profit in this new interpretation of an old classic.
Note of Reference : Hamblet by Kenneth Branagh http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0116477/
Tristan -
Romantically passionate, violently energetic, a battle for the heart of a woman the hero cannot have, having sworn an oath to his uncle, king of Brittany, Tristan struggles against his own burning passions for Queen Isolde, while being morally tied to his Uncle. Is it really the work of some herbs mixed in the vine they consumed on the boat, or is it the work of their own hidden tragic and yet so unspeakably powerful attraction to each other ? Tristan loves, is hurt, is exiled, is banished. He finds another woman whom he is not able to love and take, being always and for ever attached to his one true beloved Isolde. Tragic love, tragic life, tragic death.
Note of reference : http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/2264003790/ref=wms_ohs_product
Duc de Nemours -
From the french novel La Princesse de Clèves, the Young Duke of Nemours, originally promised to the Princess of England falls madly in love with the Princess of Clèves on her wedding day, without really knowing who she is, meeting her for the first time of his life. The feelings that bloom in his heart, mixed with the clear knowledge of the impossibility of their love story, the young Duke lives half in reality, half in a wonderful dream where he can hold his beloved lady in his arms. The Princess' Uncle, Chartrand, getting mixed in a bad scandal, asks his good friend the Duke to temporarily take the blame, and this one now finds himself in a very dangerously complicated situation where he has to publicly distant himself from the scandalous love letter, while also making it clear to the Princess, that he is not the object of the adoration mentioned in the said letter.
Note of reference : http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0054208/
Chevalier Des Grieux
Young, educated and literate, charming, and sadly innocent to the charms and dangers of the world, the Chevalier des Grieux meets and instantly falls in love with a young woman on the day her older brother takes her to the Convent. It is love at first sight, in such a violently indescribable way, the Chevalier does not know how to cope with all the storming feelings and desires in his heart and mind, but knows for fact that he could not live without Manon. Follows a deeply passionate cohabitation mixed with questionable choices which will lead the young heroes to a tragic destiny.
Note of reference : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manon_Lescaut
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